is this really all there is?
two bodies knocking together in some semblance
of discordant
motional
chaos
when i first learned i thought a part of my soul died
how was this so abhorrant?
i wasn't quite sure i understood anything
what was the draw?
how could something so absolutely ridiculous
be so amazing?
like kafka
i question my own self
and my desire for this simple human action
something everyone wants
and yet
when i'm told what i must be missing
i want to laugh
and i do
because i just don't get it
its foolish
kafka and i agree on many things
but it is perhaps for this that he has become
my soul brother
of literary repute
human beings truly are curious creatures
that they can desire nothing more
than two bodies knocking together
in some semblance of chaos