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why is it that everytime i look at you...

Mon Mar 26, 2007, 9:51 AM
  • Mood: Gloomy
  • Listening to: the rasmus
  • Reading: sexgod by rob bell
  • Watching: donnie darko
  • Playing: ddr max 2
  • Eating: rootbeer barrel candies from cracker barrel
  • Drinking: russian caravan tea
...a part of my soul dies?

ps - i probably won't come back.
i can't draw.
i can write.
and allpoetry is more conducive to that.
there, people actually //take the time to read.//

j'ai vu

Fri Mar 16, 2007, 10:34 AM
  • Mood: Rejected
  • Listening to: clf
  • Reading: sexgod by rob bell
Ouai, je comprends. Vous ne m’aimez pas. Je sais, je sais. Et quand je me penser…
Vous me détestes, c’est vrai ?
Je ne suis pas un idiot. J’ai deux yeux. Je peux voir. Mais vous pensez que vous peut mentir a moi.
J’ai vu le mensonge, et j’ai n’été pas feindre.

Je suis honnête. Étés honnête aussi.

chain thingy

Tue Mar 6, 2007, 8:06 PM
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: VITAS
  • Reading: Hell Bent for Leather
  • Watching: the sproing suit
  • Playing: stuff
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: tea?
Join the Chain Gang!
I've joined the Chain Gallery Project from

What about we build a chain letter gallery?
I will feature the first ten friends who respond to this journal by selecting and featuring three images from their gallery. In return the featured person must select three images from the first ten friends who respond to their journal.

Hope you think its fun and join in.

its a competition!

Mon Feb 19, 2007, 7:23 PM
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: VITAS
  • Reading: Hell Bent for Leather
  • Watching: the sproing suit
  • Playing: stuff
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: tea?
niki just did the coolest thing on facebook and i feel like i should too. so...if anyone can guess which of these movies the quotes came from, that would be lovely. whoever wins can request a picture/poem/short fiction or something.

if you want a hint, most of these are under my favourite movies on my main page (my facebook or my greatestjournal)...

1. Look at you! I have never seen a child as disgusting as you! You pissed your pants? How dare you! You want me to cut it off? Is that what you want me to do, you little freak? Don't cry at me you little faggot. Apoligize! Say "I'm sorry daddy, I'm a dirty little beast, I'm a freak!..." Say it!

2. I don't want to die. And your men don't want to die, and these people certainly don't wan to to die. It's a shame you're in such a hurry to.

3. There are two boys waiting out there, and if you're not coming I'll fuck them both myself! I'll take them to the Grand and fuck them in front of the whole fucking hotel and I'll send you the bill!

4. Could well be applied here. The people in the ball are obviously extensions of our own personalities, suspended, as it were, in time, frozen in space...According to the now-famous theory of relativity...Which, briefly explained...Is simply a matter of taking two eggs...Beating lightly, and adding a little salt and pepper to taste...

5. The enemy? His sense of duty was no less than yours, I deem. You wonder what his name is, where he comes from, and if he really was evil at heart. What lies or threats led him on this long march from home, and would he not rather have stayed there... in peace? War will make corpses of us all.

6. Wow, you're fast. I'm glad I caught up to you. I waited 5 hours for you. Why is your coat so big? So, good news - I saw a dog today. Have you seen a dog? You probably have. How was school? Was it fun? Did you get a lot of homework? Huh? Do you have any friends? Do you have a best friend? Does he have a big coat, too?...

7. Lawrence! What are you doing slapping that monkey?

8. Death is a disease, it's like any other. And there's a cure. A cure - and I will find it.

9. There ain't never enough time, never enough...

10. Look at all the stars. You look up and you think, "God made all this and He remembered to make a little speck like me." It's kind of flattering, really.

11. Thank you. I know why you denied my sister. When I was younger... you used to hold my arm when I walked. Then suddenly you stopped. One day, I even tripped in your presence and nearly fell. I was faking, of course, but still you did not hold me. Sometimes we don't do things we want to do so that others won't know we want to do them.

12. Dear Roberta Sparrow, I have reached the end of your book and... there are so many things that I need to ask you. Sometimes I'm afraid of what you might tell me. Sometimes I'm afraid that you'll tell me that this is not a work of fiction. I can only hope that the answers will come to me in my sleep. I hope that when the world comes to an end, I can breathe a sigh of relief, because there will be so much to look forward to.

13. Terrified. Mortified. Petrified. Stupefied... by you.

14. Quiet. Today you just listen. What will future scholars see when they study us, a portrait of women today? There you are ladies: the perfect likeness of a Wellesley graduate, Magna Cum Laude, doing exactly what she was trained to do. Slide - a Rhodes Scholar, I wonder if she recites Chaucer while she presses her husband's shirts. Slide - hehe, now you physics majors can calculate the mass and volume of every meatloaf you make. Slide - A girdle to set you free. What does that mean? What does that mean? What does it mean? I give up, you win. The smartest women in the country, I didn't realize that by demanding excellence I would be challenging... what did it say? What did it say? Um... the roles you were born to fill. Is that right? The roles you were born to fill? It's, uh, it's my mistake.

15. I know there's no way I can convince you this is not one of their tricks, but I don't care. I am me. My name is Valerie. I don't think I'll live much longer, and I wanted to tell someone about my life. This is the only autobiography that I will ever write and God, I'm writing it on toilet paper. I was born in Nottingham in 1985. I don't remember much of those early years, but I do remember the rain. My grandmother owned a farm in Tottle Brook and she used to tell me that God was in the rain. I passed my 11 Plus and went to girls' grammar. It was at school that I met my first girlfriend. Her name was Sarah. It was her wrists. They were beautiful. I thought we would love each other forever. I remember our teacher telling us that it was an adolescent phase that people outgrew. Sarah did. I didn't. In 2002, I fell in love with a girl named Christina. That year I came out to my parents. I couldn't have done it without Chris holding my hand. My father wouldn't look at me. He told me to go and never come back. My mother said nothing. But I'd only told them the truth. Was that so selfish? Our integrity sells for so little, but it is all we really have. It is the very last inch of us. But within that inch we are free. I'd always known what I wanted to do with my life and in 2015 I starred in my first film, The Salt Flats. It was the most important role of my life. Not because of my career, but because that was how I met Ruth. The first time we kissed I knew I never wanted to kiss any other lips but hers again. We moved to a small flat in London together. She grew Scarlet Carsons for me in our window box and our place always smelt of roses. Those were the best years of my life.

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thats enough for now. great idea, niki. ^_^

happy birthday vitas!

Mon Feb 19, 2007, 10:36 AM
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: l'arc~en~ciel
  • Reading: Hell Bent for Leather
  • Watching: rien
  • Playing: rien
  • Eating: gummy bears from the rot
  • Drinking: rien
yes, today happens to be the day that our favourite russian male was born. hurray that his parents decided to have him right about now 25 years ago. ^_^ we love that boy.

show your support of him by visiting his website: [link]
or you could always buy one of his cds: [link]

we love that boy. we do.

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